Life ho! Out of Control ??!!!

I hope All Izz Well :p

My last post says it was on Sept 7th!! Too much of neglecting the blog it might end up like a bad rotten apple with a worm in it the size of my longest finger, which isnt very long unfortunately *Smiles at that thought*

ya, so hope all is well in the blog world and do please excuse me if i go on rant with lyrics from 3 Idiots :p My latest addition to my list of obsessions.

An update is required every now and then in everything, be it people, things, business or anything. Where was/were I/it/they? and Where am/are I/it/they?

So yes, a big update on my part! The change from the zany kid who was stubborn she wouldnt enter an office and spend her time dozing before the computer screen from 9 to 5 to a bit mature (:p) zany child who is working a 10 to 7 job and at times wonders if she can have more than 9 hours to work!

Yes, I agree, I did not like what I was doing the first week.

1st day - I was lost, I wanted to run away immediately
2nd day - I was getting better
1st week - I still had that lost look
2- 3 rd week - I was working on it
4 - 5th week - Started falling in love with what I was doing, couldnt wait to complete it, that I started delivering outputs for a week in a day and ended with no work for 4 days :p

Awesomeness! I only hope it continues *wink*

The colleagues are fun, got settled, even started cracking office jokes :p

So that explains my neglect! Ok, even if I wasnt working, i would still be neglecting thy blog, coz I went out of ideas to blog. But now, I am up to the brim of the cup with hot chocolate liquid that needs to be spilled all over and be left with dark brown stains. *slurp* long time no hot or cold chocolate! - Dieting you see. I know! I know!,I 'I' - Following some rules in my life? - surprising, maybe that's why chennai has indefinite rains *winks again*

I dont even have time to catch movies! I wanna grow up once again! *effects of song playing on the media player, to be filtered when read :p*

So where am I going? Is this what I want? I dont know. At present, this moment, I love what I do, except I miss all those lazy days where I had nothing to do. I'll get up in the morning and come online. Go have breakfast, and then take bath :p then once again come online and the day goes on. Had so much of time back then.

Right now, I get up - hurriedly check mail, take bath and rush to office. Get back home at 7, have dinner, come online and go to bed. I have to cramp up all that I wanna do in the weekend, and that too i get only 2 full weekends as I work 2 Saturdays :( And all my friends say - Join the club :p

But time flies, it flew and its gonna be 2 months since I started my career. Ah! I wouldn't have accepted it if anyone had told me so 3 months back. But then life never happens the way we plan. Does it? Not so in my case, Lot of things*winks* has happened in my life, which I wouldn't have fathomed will happen if you had asked me earlier. Thats what adds spice to life doesn't it. Those small bits of turning surprises you encounter on the way you grow up.

It just make me wish how I would do it all differently if given another chance, well yes i can keep living differently if given as many chances one wants till the ways to live gets exhausted. Awww, this is one long sentence, that needs to be braked immediately according to my MD. To him, short and curt (yeah not sweet) get the matter across, not lengthy flowery dialogues. And he thinks I am delivering it. Yes, seriously me! Who loves to write on and on about a topic. Who i remember just with a couple of points, wrote two whole pages of an answer and got it acknowledged as the best answer :p *I can still smell the smoke from around my class mates at that time - which was a long long ago time:p*

I seriously dont get it, I dont do anything *wink* And in the end of the day they say I am one of the best students or employee (now). :p Maybe thats what the underlying idea is. Under deliver your promises and Over Achieve them - said some one, whom I dont remember now. But one great advice that was for consultants.

I am exhausted now. And something tells me I will blog again tomorrow. But then tomorrow is a distant dream till it dawns. It is now and this moment that matters. You live each moment without an ounce of regret, your day is made. And the same way you can make each day and have your fairy tale book ending :)

So life Ho! Out of Control! - Live it out of control - you can grab back your control when you are ready. A strict rule book life - Not anyone's cup of tea. A lil out of the book, a lil adventure, a lil living it up, a lil wildness - without all these lil things, you can never say you live life. You are just a walking corpse.

So this new year! Lets all live a little. It is you who live your life, not your dad, not your mom, not your relatives, not your friends, not your neighbors and necessarily not your dog! In the end of the day, you have a life to live like every other living thing in this planet! - I learnt that this year! :D

Hope the year end brings fond memories and the new year new hopes!


Zanychild
Driving people insane as always!

FYI *wink*

I dont know what to write!

I dont know what to write!

I dont know what to write!

I dont know what to write!

I dont know what to write!

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No I aint writing an imposition :p

I just felt like writing

But dint know what to write

But had to write....

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Grrr....

Sounds like me eh? ;)

Then you arent lost, and yes this is the star zany blog :p

It is just that I feel so damn light these days!

Nah it isnt coz I am gymming :)

Life just feels light

Light like a feather...

like a cloud

like cotton

like light itself

awww....

what else is light?

it is just LIGgghhhtttt

And yeah, there I wrote something, 

want to know my efforts in breaking up what to write,

This is what I came up with, A very bad piece of poetry...this is how it goes..

"There you see her

admist the crowded street

you see her smile

but not at you

there is twinkle in her eyes

but not for you

wildly moody

peacefully happy

sad at times

but not for long

there is always

something

that makes her smile

and sparks that twinkle

but not for you

and not at you"

Bad...isnt it? :(

Have to start up reading stuff and polish the rust of my writing skills.

Anyways, I wanted to write, so I wrote. Period. It is my blog to do as I please. So I am just asking you people to be nice and keep the tongues from wagging. Now why did I say that? Ah, yes I saw this cute puppy that day. But I cant take it home, you see...they involve big responsibility and actually messy....so thats not me!

Are you people still with me on this blog!

Oh my, I really appreciate your patience :D I have none.

Chalo, get off the blog, or else you might get blog bites.

Take care people.

You all have only one life to live..

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Wait...

Even I have only one life to live!

Awww...Thats so bad! Can we do something like horocruxes. I love my life :p Bad joke eh. Told ya, I am struck in second gear, so save your saneness and be off here.

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And what was FYI? nothing *wink*

Zanychild

Driving people insane as always...

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zANy CHild

I hope you had the time of your life :)

Shit happens!

Your best shoe tears apart when you are at the all important function of your life, and it was the same shoes with which you had even gone walking miles before, but two steps into the party - and it tears apart

You have an all important exam the next day, and it is just at night you open your book. Zap - there is a power cut

You are on the verge of completing your project on your system. The system zoinks out, and if you reboot, you find that all your project is missing

You are waiting for an all important phone call, only then your phone goes dead, and wails for its funeral

You have downloaded half the movie, and seen it to, while the other half never downloads.

You have an important evening out, and only then you realize your favorite dress is stained by some unusual stain

It is the interview, for which you have been preparing so long, only to blink blank at the interviewer on the D - day.

You have prepared real well for an exam, but a lil arithmetic mistake, makes you turn in an incomplete paper, coz you dint realize what went wrong, until the end of the hour to figure out you have written 3 plus 3 is 9 instead of 6.

You are very bored to insanity, and want to listen to music, only when you realize you haven't charged your ipod

You plan a whole day out with friends, only to cancel it coz you need to attend a important family function which you knew only 10 minutes before.

You need to be at a so and so place real soon, only to realize the scooty of yours have zero petrol.

You are already late to a place, and only then the traffic on the roads is ugly.

You did awesome in your exams, the examiner wasnt awesome - and he/she ends up flunking you.

So yes, shit happens all the time. And specifically at the wrong time. No one is spared!

Right now, I am irritated, that this shit of a post happened. Thank you.

Zanychild
Driving people insane as always!

Trespasing Rodents will be prosecuted!!

I am in such a rage! Ok, Don't laugh..I can work up a rage when I want to. I am not always that funny!

Ewwww.....There was trespassing on my property, which will not go unheeded. So here I send my entreaty to the rat kingdom!
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One or more of your people has been involved in atrocious behavior and should definitely be condemned.

His/her (I don't know if it is a he or she)/their charge is they slipped into my scooty seat box (Oh! poor Roger!) and impishly I guess played "who - nibbles - fast" with my white dupattah and much worse my registration certificate photocopies!

This is basic infringement of rights of my scooty, poor thing which was standing in the shade after a long drive.

I have a hole right in the middle of my R/C photocopies, not one but 2, and 2 more even more bigger holes in my dupattah. And moreover, I don't have my original R/C *shaking head left and right* Shiva - shiva, Is there no justice in this world?

Don't you rats govern your kind properly, Don't you rodents have laws? How uncouth on your part? What harm did my Roger do to you?,that you had to target him. Arent innocent victims to be justified?

I demand the wrongdoers to be immediately punished, either by locking them up or deporting them! Because their crimes becomes two fold, coz now I am struck with the scooty which cant be sold now without the original R/C book, and I was managing so far with the photo copy of it, and now that too is damaged beyond repair. Now what will I do if that police uncle at the chola signal, who always stops me for speeding through red, ask me where my R/C book is?

Ah - Now I get an idea, why don't you rats find the culprit/s of this very bad act and give him/her/them to me, I will neatly put him/her/them in a locked box, and when that favorite police uncle of mine asks for the complete R/C book, I can point it out to your little rodents - and say one half of it is inside him/her/them :P yeah I guess that would be a good enough punishment for this misdemeanor, and I can get to keep the torturer/s and become the torturer in turn.

And yes, moreover the crime is again doubled, coz it was done on a Sunday! Sunday is international holiday for all things, or did not you rodents know? Sunday is Funday - not bad doing day! If it had happened on a Monday, I wouldn't be so raged, coz Monday comes, the blues of Monday come too!

Now, due to that, I also demand along with handing me the culprit/s, I should also be regularly supplied with dupattahs for them to nibble upon, coz I am not going to provide them with mine. I even suggest that you can flick the dupattahs from my next door neighbor who has more of it than required.

And the prosecution should happen now, coz everyone knows I am impatient, so if it doesn't happen soon, hell ensues. Coz I protect what is mine!

Requiring immediate action
zanychild
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Zanychild
Driving people insane as always!

What goes around comes around!

I do not know if it is real
I do not know what I feel
I do not know who I should believe
I do not know whom to turn to
But, When it is all over
Will you still be around?
Will I be the same?
Yes, I act crazy
Yes, I act touchy
And even more edgy
But I am still me
I never change
Like some people out there do
Attitudes change
Tempers flare
But by the end of the day
I am back to my senses again
And I wont hesitate to plead
Coz, it was just another rough day
And not to be taken to heart
People may say, that will make me weak
But I say, that makes me strong
Ego and Pride
Never goes a long way
And that way is never happy always
Heart burns and aches
Carrying it till the end of day
Will only make it worse
When we cant just talk it out
And apologize or forgive
There is nothing wrong
With the word 'Sorry' or 'Please'
It wont kill you
Or lessen your life span
Much better
It will only make you strong
What begins well will end well
Every start has a stop
And it is just another vicious cycle
So as long as it lasts
Make it good
And make merry!

zANy CHild

Driving people insane as always

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Zanychild
Driving people insane as always!