Life ho! Out of Control ??!!!

I hope All Izz Well :p

My last post says it was on Sept 7th!! Too much of neglecting the blog it might end up like a bad rotten apple with a worm in it the size of my longest finger, which isnt very long unfortunately *Smiles at that thought*

ya, so hope all is well in the blog world and do please excuse me if i go on rant with lyrics from 3 Idiots :p My latest addition to my list of obsessions.

An update is required every now and then in everything, be it people, things, business or anything. Where was/were I/it/they? and Where am/are I/it/they?

So yes, a big update on my part! The change from the zany kid who was stubborn she wouldnt enter an office and spend her time dozing before the computer screen from 9 to 5 to a bit mature (:p) zany child who is working a 10 to 7 job and at times wonders if she can have more than 9 hours to work!

Yes, I agree, I did not like what I was doing the first week.

1st day - I was lost, I wanted to run away immediately
2nd day - I was getting better
1st week - I still had that lost look
2- 3 rd week - I was working on it
4 - 5th week - Started falling in love with what I was doing, couldnt wait to complete it, that I started delivering outputs for a week in a day and ended with no work for 4 days :p

Awesomeness! I only hope it continues *wink*

The colleagues are fun, got settled, even started cracking office jokes :p

So that explains my neglect! Ok, even if I wasnt working, i would still be neglecting thy blog, coz I went out of ideas to blog. But now, I am up to the brim of the cup with hot chocolate liquid that needs to be spilled all over and be left with dark brown stains. *slurp* long time no hot or cold chocolate! - Dieting you see. I know! I know!,I 'I' - Following some rules in my life? - surprising, maybe that's why chennai has indefinite rains *winks again*

I dont even have time to catch movies! I wanna grow up once again! *effects of song playing on the media player, to be filtered when read :p*

So where am I going? Is this what I want? I dont know. At present, this moment, I love what I do, except I miss all those lazy days where I had nothing to do. I'll get up in the morning and come online. Go have breakfast, and then take bath :p then once again come online and the day goes on. Had so much of time back then.

Right now, I get up - hurriedly check mail, take bath and rush to office. Get back home at 7, have dinner, come online and go to bed. I have to cramp up all that I wanna do in the weekend, and that too i get only 2 full weekends as I work 2 Saturdays :( And all my friends say - Join the club :p

But time flies, it flew and its gonna be 2 months since I started my career. Ah! I wouldn't have accepted it if anyone had told me so 3 months back. But then life never happens the way we plan. Does it? Not so in my case, Lot of things*winks* has happened in my life, which I wouldn't have fathomed will happen if you had asked me earlier. Thats what adds spice to life doesn't it. Those small bits of turning surprises you encounter on the way you grow up.

It just make me wish how I would do it all differently if given another chance, well yes i can keep living differently if given as many chances one wants till the ways to live gets exhausted. Awww, this is one long sentence, that needs to be braked immediately according to my MD. To him, short and curt (yeah not sweet) get the matter across, not lengthy flowery dialogues. And he thinks I am delivering it. Yes, seriously me! Who loves to write on and on about a topic. Who i remember just with a couple of points, wrote two whole pages of an answer and got it acknowledged as the best answer :p *I can still smell the smoke from around my class mates at that time - which was a long long ago time:p*

I seriously dont get it, I dont do anything *wink* And in the end of the day they say I am one of the best students or employee (now). :p Maybe thats what the underlying idea is. Under deliver your promises and Over Achieve them - said some one, whom I dont remember now. But one great advice that was for consultants.

I am exhausted now. And something tells me I will blog again tomorrow. But then tomorrow is a distant dream till it dawns. It is now and this moment that matters. You live each moment without an ounce of regret, your day is made. And the same way you can make each day and have your fairy tale book ending :)

So life Ho! Out of Control! - Live it out of control - you can grab back your control when you are ready. A strict rule book life - Not anyone's cup of tea. A lil out of the book, a lil adventure, a lil living it up, a lil wildness - without all these lil things, you can never say you live life. You are just a walking corpse.

So this new year! Lets all live a little. It is you who live your life, not your dad, not your mom, not your relatives, not your friends, not your neighbors and necessarily not your dog! In the end of the day, you have a life to live like every other living thing in this planet! - I learnt that this year! :D

Hope the year end brings fond memories and the new year new hopes!


Zanychild
Driving people insane as always!